Wednesday, 13 April 2011

Pick an emotion and stick with it!

The reason for the title of this particular blog is because I could not decide what to title it, I can't decide if I am stressed or relaxed, happy or frustrated.

The past week or so has actually been a lot of fun, chilling out with Miss Abi Thornicroft for a few days was excellent (as per usual) but also had some fun sunny day times with some others as well, Simon and Chloe.  Both of which are people, whilst I am very good friends with them, I would not before have thought of spending the whole day just the two of us, however I am extremely glad I did.  So a big thank you goes out to all three of those people, I thoroughly enjoyed spending time with you and it helped keep me sane in this crazy time.

Speaking of said crazy time, this is why I can't decide if I'm stressed or relaxed.  On one hand, I've written an essay and a presentation in the past week and got both of those out of the way, so I feel I deserve to relax for a while, but unfortunately that is not viable thanks to this bloody thing we call a Dissertation.  It is unbelievable how stressful writing a dissertation really is.  Every time you get a little bit done towards it, you feel you should do more, and I always feel as if I should be happy that I've got as much done as I have but I know that I've still got a seriously long way to go with it still so it continues to stress me out.  Gah.

There are many other things that are needed to discuss but they are things that I feel I should keep to myself, they are not suitable to be divulged in this particular medium.  But it is enough for me to know that I have put them out there, even in this small way.